Tidak kah engkau tahu sayang
Betapa ku sayang padamu
Kerna kau insan yang ku cinta
Untuk selama lamanya
Tapi disebaliknya apa
Yang kau berikan pada ku
Kasih dan sayang ku tiada
Pilunya di hatiku ..
Kini kau berubah
Kau tak seperti dulu
Mengapa sayang mengapa
Engkau jadi begini ..
Kini aku menyesal menyintaimu
Kerna cintaku dipermainkan
Secukup cukupnya..
Hampalah diriku dalam percintaan
Kau membuat ku tidak mahu cinta lagi sayang..
Mengapa engkau permainkan
Cinta yang sudah kita bina
Kini kalau tak sayang lagi
Berterus terang padaku
Jangan lah engkau menyeksaku
Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung
Dugaan cinta yang ku beri
Terhadap diriku
Sakitnya hatiku
Sampainya hatimu..
Kau tidak melayan diriku
Seperti dahulu ..
Cuba kau rasa kan lah apa yang ku rasa
Kini pasti kau juga akan
Menyesali cintaku ini..
Kini airmata pun mula mengalir
Engkau maseh belum berubah rubah
Engkau tetap sama..
"TRUE STORY..."
@ not again.....
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haix.. after school, another tragedy happen again.. the whole class played soccer together in the rain. it was great man! but half way through, the thing that i don't want it to happen, happened. it started off small, so i ignore it. as it gets bigger and the rest starts to notice, i play it cool. scored a goal before going off. on my way to the interchange, i start to feel dizzy. endure it until i met up with Yuri, Haikal and Aisyie. lucky they're there, if not, hmm...
i guess the Manutd 1-0 defeat to the hands of Chelsea sums up my week of misery. it's not a good week for me with alot of things happen to me. not those things that i want. last Saturday, i had 2 matches in a day. in the morning for Arif's team and had to play for only the first half thanks to the opposition team who came late for the match. after that, rushed to Clementi for the next match, this time, for Shafiee's team. played keeper for the first time since a long long looong time... but worst thing happened.. my allergic reaction came haunting me. pass my gloves to shafiee before heading home straight. rushed out without even changing my boots and jersey and catch a cab outside. it's hard to get a cab there. while waiting, i nearly faited but i try not think about it. my visions are fading off and i feel soo weak. luckily, a cab drove by and i managed to catch it. told the uncle to speed off cause i'm in a emergency. reached home, take off my jersey and slept to rest. slept for a very very long time. from 5pm to night, dunno what time. hee.
next day, went for the last day of madrasah. Misran pushed me into his Quran class. there, B was inside. malu seh. then the ustazah asked me to read some parts of Surah Yasiin. hee. the whole day of madrasah i was enduring my pain of what happen the day before. hmm... rest after madrasah before going Anchorvale CC Gym with Joe... workout before going home...
never go school on monday cause Nenek never wake me up. she thought i got no school cause my sister got no school. hahahas. slept longer. :) went to school for UT in the afternoon. haa...
now in class.. thought of not coming but in the end, force myself to. :)
"where did i go wrong?"
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